i believe it takes a special type of person to be able to bear or even enjoy sitting behind a desk in an office for an entire day. i am not one of those people. all day i dream of play, but all i do is type, stare, daze. why yes, that did rhyme! how is it possible to work across from the asian art museum and not want to be there instead? shanghai exhibit poster screams, "come in! exhibit ends sept. 5!" sept 5, you say? let me check my calander, oh no sorry, i'm...at work. ugh! why did i want to do this for no pay? i'm sorry if i sound like a whiny bitch but this place has turned me bitter. i am thankful though because i know what i want and it's so definitely not this.

step 3 of sudy abroad application due in two weeks.

looking forward, desperately, to school starting.