i've had a lot on my mind, but every time i try to type out my feelings i either give up half way or decide i'd rather not share. the latter method seems more appealing, so i've decided this public blog is no medium for private emotions. the topics spoken about on this blog will henceforth touch on my emotional state but not delve into that deep blue ocean. besides, currently this ocean seems to be as muddled as the gulf of mexico after the oil spill.
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spring quarter is approaching an end, which means my third year as an undergraduate is concluding. college as a collective whole has taught me more than i could ever hope for. the independence one feels and the agency one has during these years is liberating, especially after the seemingly endless years of childhood and constant supervision from parents and teachers. right now i'm waiting to hear back from my next great leap forward. i hope june brings me good news.
as for the search to find experience, that has come out barren as i've mentioned in previous posts. though i am disappointed with this, i'm hopeful that summer will be fruitful, even without work- perhaps a book a week or studying for the gre?
